Can’t stop thinking about him
October 24, 2010
Have anyone ever had the experience of having this one person in your thoughts at ALL times, during work to the times at home, to the first moments of awakening? It is right now happening to me, this person, who I don’t even really know!
Some history, I work with this person, who is much younger than me, 6 years to be exact. He is very quiet and so am I, so we never talk, besides the usual work related conversations when I need something from him or when he needs something from me. So that was that for possibly a few years. I never think of him anymore than that boy in my office.
Until recently, I started talking to him when we were alone doing something together. He doesn’t normally ‘talk’ to me, he normally just nods, or says yes or no. However, this time, he really talked, to the point that I knew his history, when he’s from, what happened to him, his hobbies, his ambitions, his disappointments and all that.
I guess I looked at him differently after that, he isn’t just another person sitting in the office, but a real person. What’s weird after that is I cannot stop thinking about him. We never talk again after that, and most times when I tried making conversation, he pretty much ignores me. Yet I can’t help but feel like he is watching me, just as much as I am watching him work. I feel like a stalker!
How do you get someone off your mind?
