Sleepless Night

On another one of those sleepless nights, I found myself thinking of you. The memory is getting vague, and I seem to be struggling to remember you, the little I know of you. I began to wonder if the reason you did not want to have anything to do with me anymore is because you loved me so much you didn’t want to hurt me once again. Silly idea it is, an idea so often used in dramas isn’t it? Never theless I loved the idea, and thought often of it. If only…

And at the same time I kept dreaming of actually meeting up with you, I still remember the song, When Will I see you again as the song that reminds me of you… saying so much about how I felt about you.  I guess if I did meet up with you, there can only be two outcomes, I either can totally forget you or will fall all over again for you. Either or, I guess it is not happening, not in this life. In this life, I belong to someone else, and will soon live that life happily ever after, with you forever edged in my memory, slowly become vague and dreamlike once again.