Love unconditional

November 23, 2006

Can one truly love with all their heart and then totally not feel a thing for the person they once loved? For me it’s not possible. Crushes are different, but when you love someone and put all your heart into that person, and then it’s all over, you can’t just move on and forget and have no more feelings when thinking back to that person ever.

I have moved on, but once I loved you. I would have given you anything you asked. I was prepared to give up my life, my everything, just to be with you. Day and night I wished to see you. Even after you leave, I wanted to be angry with you and then erase you from my heart. I cannot do it. Ten years later, I am able to love someone else. But I can’t unlove you. Thinking of you, I still have that unexplainable feelings. We never touched, yet I cannot forget that connection we had. I am ready to love you the same again, but I know I am now nothing in your heart. A memory long forgotten, and gladly thrown out.

Can a person say I love you and turn his back? Can a person who used to think of you every waking hour now despise you? Can a person who used to regard you as the most important, now wished you don’t exist? What is love. Is it not vanity. It is unconditional…just as I love you, and wish nothing in return. I would give it all to see you happy again.

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