Will this end

I’ve been thinking, I had started this blog just to write about my deepest cries in the heart that I can’t cry out to the world with a face. I think I might have just healed totally from the pain of the past. Wonder if I should keep this blog to remind me of the pain. The pain that I can’t feel anymore, hard as I may try. I am surprised at how speedy I had recovered. Less than  a year. I’m sure the other party had long forgotten. I used to have this longing to write to him, to know how he is. But now it’s like so distant, I can’t feel it anymore. Thinking of him doesn’t bring a smile nor a tear, it’s just feelingless already!

Yeay. it’s quite an accomplishment, a breakthrough, finally.

Great

Great it had been great. Occupied in the head and heart with importance…what’s not doesn’t seem to eat away at me for a while now.